Am need 2 say ' sorry ' dear Baby

yes....i'm Sorry .....i'm make an Apology to eu now ....will i so sad, my heart is broken now....sorry i'm not really deliberately on its all ....Uh ~ i jus dunno hw to say , tat i'm jus a little girl & i really hope tat you will care me a lot , be concerned about hw did i fill ill....& i jus need ur tender...i hate eu ask me dere & here & i hate tat symbol of ?....wat i hope is when the morning open my eyes will saw ur tender sweet message about where r eu nw or wat r eu doing ,am busy or hungry ...i love to care eu & i hope ur care ....& i'm jus a girl ....Very sorry cz at once, i m really out of control ,i m feel hard & suffering , so i be impetuous to say ' i do not want to meet eu again' sorry but it not my thinking....am mad on tat time ...i knw eu wll get angry but i jus sorry at tat all.... eu knw i 'm very sading & waiting ur message but the last i hear eu telling me eu feel nausea on me ....whatever eu say eu jus make a example to let me knw wat tat feel when i hurt eu ...but it really hurt when i hear tat..... .hw i wanna face eu the next day meet....Sorry! i' knw i'm wrong say......

我很好~

第一句话‘我好饿哦’今天我封锁自己一个人在房间里，唯一出来的一次是冲凉...我好饿哦，我醒来到现在一滴水都没进过嘴巴何况是食物~人在病中喉咙好痛...唯一开声讲过的一句话，就是和我老公讲电话。。。今天我心情很不好，眼泪也流了不少，半昏的状态，坚强就好，今天是我提出不和老公见面的，因为某些原因，选择休息，我很好，不用担心我，在房里有咏儿陪伴我，虽然不自由不过很好，房里什么都没有，幸好有纸有铅笔，我才不会闷，不用胶擦，用心去画，靠自己灵感，画出一幅画，我会好好的过......只因为你........

B2ST - Bad Girl MV

lov tis song ~Cool~haha 1234~sing down down we gotta get down...down down we gotta get down...

Dad i love u.......❤❤❤

半夜两点了，在房间用电脑看戏到一半，跑厕所.....被爸爸拉去听心事，认识我的人都知道我家有收集酒的习惯，而爸爸在喝酒，他在等哥哥回家，一个人坐在客厅喝闷酒，拉住我，和我聊心事，其实爸爸喜欢和我聊，因为他认为我从小到大都很懂事很会想，他说我是读书人，明白事理，就喜欢和我说起他的心事，说了好多，都是用英文告诉我，我静静坐在他面前用心听，谁都知道我非常尊敬我爸爸，并不只是他很疼我，而是他是一个很有性格的爸爸，我很喜欢他，爸爸经历了许多事，他看这世界有他自己的想法和观念，他是一个基督教徒，虽然他全家都是佛教，但是在他懂事以来，生活无意中了解基督教，更热爱上基督教，所以他不怕任何反对，勇敢的选择属于自己的一切，他很敢，从小我就知道，无论什么事，他都敢做敢言，很有责任，所以才会被尊重，听着他说的心事，我心里很心酸，眼泪在打转，可是我决不会在他面前流下一滴眼泪，从小到大，我承诺我不会让他担心，平时哥哥让他担心难过所以我绝对不可以......爸爸说他老了，总会离开我，所以他说如果他不在，我要坚强，他说我是‘邓家大小姐’要懂得坚强懂得机灵，做事要理智.....i gv eu a question :wat meaning of life,i hope eu can find the answer wif urself dear ,我希望我找得到这个答案告诉你，谢谢你爸爸.....Dad i love u.....How I’m thankful for the life u gv .......Thank Dad......in my heart i wll always respect u.....❤❤❤

❤❤❤中秋节快乐❤❤❤

Lantern festival 好快哦又一年了==''老了....赫赫！今天我家吃火锅哦~yummy我❤火锅......一整个下午妈咪爹迪一直问baby有来吗有来吗都听傻掉咯！Baby是我们家邀请的第一个客人哦///看我们家人多重视他疼他~我们家人才4个人所以就简简单单作了一个小火锅庆祝中秋节...本来加上baby而已的可是看小姨和eeling蛮孤单妈就叫他们也来吃咯！怕Baby尴尬也怕他不喜欢因为他喜欢平静的，后来大家也是一起吃，老妈老爸也很疼Baby一直叫他吃多多，结果我们都吃不下了实在很饱很饱~老爸一直搞笑拿酒要和Baby喝，可是我绝对不准的哦！第一次第一年身边带了男友来庆祝真特别，希望每年都有Baby陪着我们一家一起庆祝❤❤❤好幸福！吃完了就和Baby一起回他家，其实我很怕他会觉得陌生尴尬可是当他抱住我说他很喜欢我爸妈，因为他们很疼他，他说他没那样和家人一起开心的吃火锅，他很羡慕我的家人，很幸福，他说他好像有第二个家一样温暖的感觉~我听了好感动很开心他把我家人当他家人把我家当他家~我在想或许这是上天赐给他让他幸福的感受我们给他的‘爱’.......Baby说谢谢，谢谢我的所有，其实我才谢谢你，谢谢你爱我爱我家人~我好幸福哦~~~呵呵❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

我的今天^^♫..♫..♫..♫

Take some pic ........
拿酒时....

wash room.....

在车看popteen杂志....喜欢...

今天'7 morning 8 morning',就被吵醒，几久没这样早被吵醒一下，因为在放假不然平时闹钟响起要去上学时，老妈就变身成女魔头出现在我房间夸张的叫醒我，==''...而今天被叫醒是为了我得陪他们去penang办点事，通知了我的Baby我就急忙出门，老妈还要求我穿长裤，晕...一句话‘热死’这是什么烂天气晒多点都‘炒灰搭’beh dong...终于到达komtar，前往44楼的government offices处理事情，真的不是我火大，不过我真的厚佬，我一看到那些马来人讲话就知道他们口水多多很懒惰很不理睬我们的case==''激气啊！不能怪我讲他们x_x''....peck chek ....结果浪费精神浪费$,最后还不是要靠自己....生气赶来赶去=空！geram ....最后肚子饿跑去Gurney,吃lunch+shopping消气....其实也没什么好逛，逛呀逛又逛到了那间店，卖着我的梦想，不过实在太贵买不起，haiz...看也饱啦~后来买了一些pink colour的Japan零食吃，逛一下....看一看.....买了两件衣，不过今天我却买了一枚戒指，这个ring黑色的远远看起来很简单，不大美，不过ring里面画着的是金色的乐谱~~呵呵.....喜欢，size刚刚好又很特别，有我爱的音符很吸引我哦，可惜没couple的，多希望和baby有我们自己的couple ring...迟点吧期待有缘看见适合我们的戒指...hehez......逛完就赶着去酒庄买酒因为爸爸定好了，过后就回家咯，因为等下还有piano class，开心~~上完课老公就会来接我去他家~真幸福，看见老公就很特别很满足，嘻嘻其实有时想起我们真的很Q的咯，老公偶尔还会负责帮我挤豆豆，偶尔我也会帮他做mask....偶尔我们累了也会互相按摩，偶尔老公会煎爱心蛋喂我，偶尔我会做便当给他，偶尔我们会撒娇，偶尔我们会聊心事，好多好多回忆~我好喜欢，好喜欢~~呵呵♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫

change ~~

yup ,i change my blog layout already , i lov snow .....so cold when view my blog !hiak hiak~lov it ....

Fill ill......

Am sick now , feel tired & so blur blur on my mind.....suffering....cant slp well , jus nw take some drug comfort myself , wat i wanna say is I 'M SO HARD....i'm so miss eu but were r eu nw ? N pls dun noise me say wanna leave me alone again !!!tat ENOUGH k....? I'm tired 2 explain tat much i needed eu ...too Annoying .....i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u i say i need u ..........did i sulking nw? Yes i 'm sulking nw....Damn

Temper......

....meaningful .....frm Movie

妳以前爱问我，为什么我那么容易发脾气。。

我回答。。。。只因为我在乎你。。

妳最近爱问我，为什么不发脾气了。。

是不是不在乎我了?。。不是的宝贝，

是我懂得爱你了。。知道么？傻瓜。。

Piranha ~~~

Piranha moV day wif my baby again ,yeah yeah! Every month baby must b bring me go watch movie ...am decide by ourselves.....So no exception in sept......at first v r decide 2 watch Old Cow vs Tender Grass bt Jusco cinema no hav...haiz==''so change 2 Piranha , hehezz not brave 2 watch it bcz baby tell me so bloody 1 lar,so i feel scared acctually.....but nvm la if i scared i must cubit him pain pain ....hehe~~^^sorry yaxx dear ....suddenly b my Outlet barrel....muack sayang bec eu ! Baby buy a box of moon cake 2 my mum ,erm really filial piety, he is my 100% good hubby!So manners nia.....i lov he like tat....i oways felt happiness on myself when stay wif him.....it never had b4....Thank ,eu r my only1...

Wat a damn bad Mood~hey==''

Takesome pic

my favour baskin robbins ice-cream......

yuhoo....pink colour potato~

thinking something.....

sit in my Q car......

went out look ~tired look

tittle: Damn mood ....
place: Pacific & Jusco ....
time: 2'oclk -5.30.... sun .....
purpose: acc mum shopping & relax myself .......

Wat happen in the morning:
1 night cant sleep well until 4 'oclk BUT==''suddenly receive a lot of fon at 5'oclk ,all my frn bzz finding my brother 2 hv a journey in Langkawi, bcz my brother cant wakeup SO the victim is Me...==''

Wat happen in the afternoon:
hv a family day ....shopping wif a damn mood...feel Pek Chek..pek chek...==''Arghhhhhh==''~~~wanna fight....So what=='' eat shit....

Eu meet some1:
Yes ...meet 2 preety girl 1 is Juny jiejie & miss loh...happy v blah blah blah more ..haha she 2 say me change too thin.....my face oso look tip..hair colour oso change so dare & yeng==''.like japan gurl...haha thankya my girls...

Wat r eu buy :
1st baskin robbin ice-cream 2 turn off my big fire ,pink Donut 2 sweet myself, pink colour potato 2 make own hapi, carrot milk 2 knw wat i do==''.....& Mask 2 beauty myface....hiak hiak...yuhoo fly~ like 2 sing a song ''1234~ba la bababa~i lovin it^^

wat happen in the night:
happy happy happy meet my dear Baby & hang out.......sweet sweet i missssssssss him a lot & much~

wat happen in the end:
my dear Gas me Angry me,Misunderstanding me ,wat the hell......Mad on me~sad sad sad Yaxxxxx...........huhuhuhu

support...support....

Huhu~~my Q sis hv she' own blog ady so pls view...................

hong0202.blogspot.com

twins~pink

如果我有双胞胎，我老公会选择谁？？？？ right or left?
我希望你都不要选，因为可以选更好的而不是我，今天又心疼你有压力了，粉儿最怕有压力，那我就会哭和逼自己....每个人都有压力，以前都烦自己的，来不及烦别人的，也绝对不会浪费力气烦别人的，可是我现在压力减少了却担心老公的，看到老公觉得自己没用很压力时，我又无能为力，这才是真真的烦==''，我最不舍得老公辛苦，因为我很疼他就比如他疼我般，他的思想不像我的简单，我开心就笑，难过大哭，他的是要求自己，约束自己，压力自己....他很有想法很独立，他要的很难得到，就算得到，我想他还是还要更好的...这就是他可怕的压力，而我就是她的负担，虽然他说不是，但是我感觉得到，我的存在让他无法真真的去闯，我知道....但是他做的一切到要点句号为止都是为了...我，谢谢你，你曾经说过如果有钱可以买任何pinkcolour东西给我，让我幸福快乐活得像公主那样，不过老实说...要你那么辛苦我才不要...因为我最怕老公辛苦的样子，痛在我心，我心疼...你问我知道吗在爱人面前要让她觉得她所选择的是100%对的人，而你说你的资格可能50%都不到......真的发自内心回答你，我爱对了人，你就是我的100%....你说会尽力努力赚钱，这一辈子最爱的就是我......你这句话已经帮我回答你，我选择你是对的....要加油我发誓你有一天一定能达到你的目标，我支持你，谁说你没用，老婆说你是最有用的，谁敢在我面前看小你笑你，我会骂他hamtam他给他晕这个Sohai，就算朋友也直接翻脸，谁都不准这样对你，他们没资格，只有我才又资格，别人把你看成屎，我把你看成金，我这个老婆永远二话不说支持你，我敢敢发誓............

Mask life

咳.......因为跑去洗脸所以搞到我脸肿肿==''huhu~~幸好平时有收集hello kitty东西，所以要mask就有hello kitty mask ...hiak...hiak.......Q leh!可惜忘记在哪里买的，买多一点偶尔派得上用场....出门都会戴，老公笑我整形=='',hehezz不过我觉得比较像整形失败哈哈，肿肿==''.....为了洗脸没得见我老公3天，难熬，快死了，幸好老公从来不会介意我外表，所以我才放心见他....好开心哦见到我宝贝老公，我做了便当给他吃还帮他做美容mask,可以抱到他亲到他，感觉真好，舍不得他可惜我12点一定要回家....木啊~老公最棒，我要永远做你心里的‘小公主’，永远这样给你疼疼！呵呵......

REceNtlY MoOdY

最近闷闷不乐，不开心==''，见不到老公，不会形容自己到底在做么......................

Usher - Daddy's Home(PeschiProduction)

Peschawa | MySpace Video

★Taylor Swift ~~ Mine

Acc...I love tis song too much n the story of MV ,meaningful lyrics ...........

Do you remember we were sitting there about the water You put your arm around me for the first time You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter You are the best thing that's ever been mine...............And I remember that fight 2:30 am Everything was slipping right out of our hands I ran out crying and you followed me out to the street Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've never known Then you took me by surprise, you said "I'll never leave you alone"You said "I remember how we felt sitting by the water"And everytime I look at you, it's like the first time I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter She is the best thing that's ever been mine.....

And i hope i can reach my happiness jus like tis song~~~